
Cheers to us! It’s been an interesting road… excited to be on the other side of the speed bumps.. this is a cheers to you John welcome to the karass!!

To a new start!

Cheers to us! It’s been an interesting road… excited to be on the other side of the speed bumps.. this is a cheers to you John welcome to the karass!!

To a new start!

I probably should have watched the first one to realize not to waste my time on the second… I fell asleep. But I went because it was a free employee movie night screening. They do them at 11pm. Only 3 of us. Guess those things are kinda a bust..
2/10

Directed by: Cyrus Nowrasteh
Written by: Zachary Levi, Betsy Giffen Nowrasteh, Cyrus Nowrasteh
Starring: Zachary Levi, Naya Desir-Johnson, Sonequa Martin-Green
A side gig.. a side quest.. a reinvigorator!

It’s like it was meant to be. Or no one else would take me lol… but in terms of letting go like Michael Singer has taught me it’s in its truest sense coming full circle. It took a little to let my pride come down to go back to a low paying basic job. But I do believe it happened for a reason. And only time will tell.

It has been nice going back to the theater to see movies. Seen 4 already and can’t wait for more!

It’s hard to say goodbye tit he free sugary icees and popcorn. But it’s time for a change. Becoming my truest self!






It’s interesting when you get surprised in life. Sometimes they are truly surprising other times just a little bit. This time was a big one. A shocker. Family has always been a big thing for me. I have had rifts before and find ways to work them out.
Being surprised by my in-laws after not seeing them for almost 3 years was a big deal. It was kinda awkward and weird but it’s ok. I give them props for breaking the ice. And most importantly showing some love to Rumi.


Batiquitos is a place that I’ve come to Love. We go on an hour long walk almost every day me and Matthew during the week and I absolutely enjoy it so much.
One of my major goals in life now is to be able to own a house that’s attached to this lagoon.
It’s time. I’m giving in. It’s harder to live the bullshit I’m living then just give in to what the universe has in store for me. I weighed in at 248 lbs the other day. I eat sweets everyday. The stress would kill me if I let it. I’m done with it all. I’m done with food being cheap and shitty and full of shit and sugar. I’m done drinking to feel alive. I’m don’t threatening my daughter that I will sleep on the couch just because I want her to sleep faster. She’s just a little girl. I want to be better to her and myself. It starts now.


There are some big things coming. I have been working hard to make some much needed changes. And starting I see and feel the repercussions of that hard work. And can’t wait for what’s next!

