Thanks John!

Cheers to us! It’s been an interesting road… excited to be on the other side of the speed bumps.. this is a cheers to you John welcome to the karass!!

To a new start!

Regal

A side gig.. a side quest.. a reinvigorator!

It’s like it was meant to be. Or no one else would take me lol… but in terms of letting go like Michael Singer has taught me it’s in its truest sense coming full circle. It took a little to let my pride come down to go back to a low paying basic job. But I do believe it happened for a reason. And only time will tell.

It has been nice going back to the theater to see movies. Seen 4 already and can’t wait for more!

It’s hard to say goodbye tit he free sugary icees and popcorn. But it’s time for a change. Becoming my truest self!

Surprises are real

It’s interesting when you get surprised in life. Sometimes they are truly surprising other times just a little bit. This time was a big one. A shocker. Family has always been a big thing for me. I have had rifts before and find ways to work them out.

Being surprised by my in-laws after not seeing them for almost 3 years was a big deal. It was kinda awkward and weird but it’s ok. I give them props for breaking the ice. And most importantly showing some love to Rumi.

Batiquitos

Batiquitos is a place that I’ve come to Love. We go on an hour long walk almost every day me and Matthew during the week and I absolutely enjoy it so much.

One of my major goals in life now is to be able to own a house that’s attached to this lagoon.

Getting intune with the Universe

It’s time. I’m giving in. It’s harder to live the bullshit I’m living then just give in to what the universe has in store for me. I weighed in at 248 lbs the other day. I eat sweets everyday. The stress would kill me if I let it. I’m done with it all. I’m done with food being cheap and shitty and full of shit and sugar. I’m done drinking to feel alive. I’m don’t threatening my daughter that I will sleep on the couch just because I want her to sleep faster. She’s just a little girl. I want to be better to her and myself. It starts now.